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Do You Believe in Destiny?

Me? I am not sure... But, I think I believe in destiny... Looking at the things that are happening around me... I do definitely believe in destiny...

Why I am think of destiny now?


It has been more than 7 years I did not watch movies that are broadcasted live on television from my house. The most would about 1 or 2 hours when I visit my relative, parents or friends. That is the longest time I have spent on to watch programs live from television and most of the time they are musical programs.

I am not telling you that I don’t watch movies and programs… but I don’t watch them live on television. This is because most of the time, I don’t have the time to watch it live, or, there will not be any interesting movies on television when I wanted to watch it. 

So, I decided not to subscribe to any television programs.

I normally I buy dvd’s or watch a movie in the theater.

And, what happen now?

Two weeks ago, I subscribed for high speed internet access called UNIFI. They come in package with home line, a few television channels with unlimited access. However, for the movie packages, all the channels are free for the first month. Later, you can subscribe to what you want via remote control.

So, I seem to have access to live programs for the past two weeks and I watch it only last night at 1 am. Do you know what I watched?  Milenge Milenge… It is Hindi Film about destiny. And, the next show on the list was, Kismat Connection, another Hindi Film on destiny. Why tonight? Why I have to watch it when it is on air?

While the movie was unfolding, it was surprising to how it was connected to what was happening in my live. A lot of thing were going wrong and being delayed. But, I just don't understand why. Most of the things that were going wrong were not supposed to be going wrong. And, what is destiny trying to tell me?

I am a strong believer in terms of listening to what nature is trying to tell us. I like to take signals and incidents that is happening as a message from the universe to ride me through what I am doing.

With a lot of unnecessary delays, I believe that I am getting closer to a bigger success.

Whenever I hear, it can’t be done.

I know that I am closer to success.

~Michael Flatley

Every event is aligned very well around me. I just have to take it. However, it seems to be quite far. Maybe, I am just thinking it is far.

I think my faith in destiny is being tested. Whatever happens or happening, is always for a better tomorrow. This is what I believe. Therefore, whatever that is going to happen must also be the best. Hence, the best is on its way to me.

I will keep fighting even if it is overdue. That is what I learned as a sportsman. The sportsmen spirit…. You will never lose if you never quit. You will just finish late.

And I am ok to be late....Because I am always late for most of the things... I have a serious problem on punctuality... I working on in anyway... Punctuality is a habit, you have to replace a habit....You cant change it over night :-)))

Enjoy the video by necessity4failure....

Words to Ponder 2

Poo Nee Poo from Moonu.

A Lesson from the Past

A song to listen when you just break up with your partner... It is good to cry for a moment because you will definitely feel better after that.... To shed of the long held pain in our heart... Listen to the lyrics... They are so soothing.... If you can enjoy the pleasure of being in love, then, you should enjoy The Pain of Love as well because you don't break up all the time…

Listening to this song brings me back to the moment when I broke off with Vijay on my birthday in the year 2009. It was seriously painful…. I spent hours roaming around in the darkness not knowing what to do… I went to all the places that we use to spent time... with a glimpse of hope that I will be able to see him… But, I only saw the memories of us… Floating around me…

Slowly, I started to change the sadness within me to a courage the lifts me up on a ray of hope. I spend time looking at things that I used to scribble in my note books…

I started to recover my dreams…. I dream to do great things for the world… to make a great discovery in the field of science…. I could not let the sadness within to zap out my energy…

The only thing I saw at that moment was hope… A little light and voice within me was telling me that everything will be fine. Things are going to turn out to be great…

Remember, life is a gift… We don’t have to sacrifice our happiness and dreams for other people. If they don’t want us, we should continue to move on… because life has to go on… and will go on… even if you choose to stop it.

Life is a great gift to all us and we are not supposed to live it like a curse because someone does not appreciate us. When we seek happiness from within, we will start to see that it was just a sun down for a moment, and sunrise is just around the corner… Hold on to the light, and you can make a great leap into the future…

So, I packed all my sadness inside a box and shoved it under the bed… and never opened it for a long time… This gave me the time I needed to change…

The Pain associated love can be diverted into positive energy to make us a better person…

Trust me, I am way off better today… It just took me one year to clear my mind and become the success I am. We just have to hold on, and keep fighting…. Keep fighting with our desire to give up….